Don't Slipped Away. Or

Yesterday night grandpa emitted to hospital again. The back of his body got infection and dead tissues. It will slowly consume him if without any operation. I think gong gong is too weak to have another surgery but my mom said he had to.

Why do he have to suffer such pain now? Why can't he just enjoy his remaining life as a old man happily? Why do he have to fall down? Why he have Parkinson?

No matter how fortunate or unfortunate you are, there is still happiness in between. 

Are you happy now, grandpa? Or should we just...... 

I don't know. I don't want you to go but i don't want you to suffer. I want to say:" Happy new year gong gong! and i love you so."