What you see is not what you see but is design for you to see. :)
Monday, August 31, 2009
Easy now, Hush, love, hush, Don't distress yourself, What's your rush? Keep your thoughts Nice and lush, Wait. Hush, love, hush, Think it through. Once it bubbles, then What's to do? Watch it close. Let it brew. Wait. I've been thinkin' flowers, Maybe daisies, To brighten up the room! Don't you think some flowers, Pretty daisies, Might relieve the gloom? Ah, wait, Love, wait.
I can't wait for my intern to end. I just want to focus on my fyp... ( hopes so :D)
Is my last chance to show'em what i got. I wan to get out from here.
My soul are draining here.
Good things come to those who can wait. Wait.
I dreamed of my dearly grandpa again yesterday. It was weird and funny and sad in a way. ( just notice that this month is the hungry ghost month)
I shall just skipped that weird part cause it was quite weird and scary and i dont want to remember that haha but funny in a way. You talked to me this time, haha you asked me to get rid of all those useless tables and stuff in my house because is not pretty. I agreed but i just cant help but to stare at you.
" Gong Gong, you are fine! You're back... ( i started to cry)"
Then you came towards me and hugged me.
I went out because i had to grab some stuff from my fren's hse (opposite) i ran as fast as i can to take my stuff so that i can get back by your side again but instead i woke up from my dream.
Is just a dream, is not real. You're not here anymore. I cried.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Friday, August 21, 2009
Oh my. Finally we all get to look at Avatar! (not the air bender) Honestly, i think i like it! I was sceptical about the hype but it looks quite good. I even had goosebumps, duh i a fan of fantasy stuff...sci-fi! Come to muuuaaaaaaaa~~~~
I wonder how the movie looks like in 3D. Hmm. Hopefully is a whole new movie experience for all of us! AND IS NOT LIKE BEOWULF :) heheeeeeee absolutely.
Check out the teaser trailer here at FirstShowing - Avatar Teaser Trailer.
* cant slp. :D
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
My grandpa was a communist thats why he love that song. Anyway! i found the music and video in youtube! Check out the song, very nice indeed. Doest matter if is communist anot. The name of the song is Dong Fang Hong, the East is Red. Just found out from my mom that, grandpa was so crazy abt mr. mao he even named my aunty's name Pan Fong Hong. SEE IT?? FONG HONG, FANG HONG, basically in chinese is the same sound. :O cool.
Here is the vid, not bad quite grand:
Somehow i prefer the oldern China.
I had a dream about my Gong Gong. Yes my grandpa. It was last Friday or Thursday, i had a dream about my dear gonggong.
I can't remember the beginning or the ending part, i just remember the middle part where you came into my dream and met me:
I was at a parking lot, waiting for someone, somebody i know to come and fetch me back home. I did not know who will come but i knew was someone special. After waited for awhile, i got impatient, wanted to call somebody but out of nowhere a dark metalic blue, modified kelisa-kinda-look-alike car drove near me. I catched a glimpse, holyshit! Gong Gong was the one who driving that car! I got into the car, the first thing i said to him:" Gong Gong! How come you can drive? 公公， 你可以驾车的? " "How come you know i am here?" He just smiled and look at me. Then he drove me to some place, i cant remember... i got down from the car and met someone. He just left after that. Just gone, again.
I woke up feeling weird. Went to office, it was a slow day and was excitingly chatting about movies with my fren Charuk. Somehow i told him abt my dream. Charuk replied me back that :" Your grandpa miss you." I cried. I just cant take it, my tears just rolled out in the office. Everything, every memories of gong gong just came suddenly, rushing to my brain... How he used to hold my little hand and guided me cross the road, how he scolded me, how he called my name, how he used to tell me historical stories, and how he took his last breathe in front of my eyes.... every sentence is past tense now. I hate it.
东方红，太阳升，中国出了个毛泽东。 他为人民谋幸福，呼儿咳呀， 他是人民的大救星.
I even asked you to teach me to sing this song.
I shld have hold on to you when you are still here. Forgive me gong gong.
I miss you so much. Desa house, 婆婆家 is not the same without your presence.
Posted by Madmazelle at 11:20 PM
Growing up is tough, sometimes. Only sometimes.
We get this mix feelings of hatred, jealousy, loneliness, envious, lustrous etc. The feelings are stronger compare to what we felt when we were young.
Why can't we all be angelic, caring, loving? I meant me.
Sorry, i am just dark & twisty. I wish i can brings light upon darkness. I just wish i can make you laugh., make you happy.
Gonna be a tough, but i will try.
Cause i know, i know i was once an amiable little kiddo too. Just like you.
Maybe not. Damn wheres my smiley face!
yess >> that lil gal, my sis. Pout lips is not a new thing.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Mom brought back a jelly from the food convention.
"Here got one jelly who want?"
So i rampas from my sister and ate it all. It was a good jelly, without the juice but still bouncy...you know normally when u eat jelly there are lots of extra juice drop out? well this jelly is cool.
"Here got some cookies~"
The cookie i took taste like medicine. damn it.
*afc channel just showed footages of chocolate...
" I HUNGRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY"
mom & dad still ignore my existence. ok
What i trying to say is..... i am hungry. Feed ME!
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Woo. Today after finished my work.. ( tired ) i tipu my bf to fetch me to KJ station to grab his present. I told him i was going there to grab some stuff from a client for my company. HAHA.
Anyway, bought a Fuji Instax 200 from this very nice guy from Cameracery. I think his name is mr.kokwei. Need films, camera or instant film~ cari him. hahaaa btw it was my first COD! wahahaa not bad. Back to my story, yea this Fuji Instax is for my bf because he always wanted one.
Happy Birthday my slave. :P
oh ya, the instant photos are awesome. Love it.
May the wind will always be at your back, the sun shine upon your face, and may the wings of destiny carry you aloft to dance with the stars.
* enjoy your new toy! :)