Saturday, July 30, 2011

A playground.

I am moving on.
Currently developing my own website, maybe i shouldnt call it a website but more like a personal playground for me to update and experiment with stuff.

I pledge to code it with my own brain. Okay like 90%. From design to coding to hosting it online.

I pledge to code this personal playground with html5.

I pledge to be more pro-active in learning new things.

Fight on.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Finally, happy things!

Bought these tees at Uniqlo.
How can i resist both? 
Pretty hardcore, saw my friend posted up the hogwart tee photo, next thing i know, i already at the cashier paying for the tee :D

Monster Hunter. My fav game! Sadly, i don't have
much time to grind my character.

Harry Potter, the boy who lived.
The end is the end, yea the story ended 4 years ago 
but movie wei, how can i not watch Harry Potter movie?
Unfortunately, because of the accident i missed my movie but i think i will watch
the movie pretty soon.. :) Brewing the right time.

July suppose to be like this,
happy happy happy. 


I am still here.

This is really out of nowhere. I am still here some way, somehow.

Not trying to be sentimental here but i guess i can say this: i just survived a terrible car accident.

Last wednesday night, i was out fetching my aunt to check out if hers husband was alright. All i can say that my uncle is quite of a heavy drinker but dude it was weekday... Anyway whole lot of mini drama went on between, finally got to go back around 1150pm.

Me and my aunt were in my little car, Kancil. I were driving at the left lane, the road seemed fine, less car, smooth ride. Then suddenly, a drunktard's car decided to hit me from the side.

Bang, burst, bang, crushed to the side. Trust me, is like a real life action movie. Everything happened so fast, the moment that car collided with my car, every scenes were like 30fps. Omg, wtf, how the hell and fears, all combined into one thing - screams.

Whole process less than 5-7sec, but was the scariest ride of the life time. Seriously, seriously! Drunk people should chain themselves on the ground and make sure they dont drive on the road under any influence!

Really glad that me and my aunt were alright. No major injuries but we both suffered the impact.. Bloody shit i banged my head to the side window and my head bleed like loose pipe. Blood dripping as i walked out from the car but luckily the cut was not deep.

What hurt me the most is now, my body absorbed all the impact and is tormenting me. Only painkiller can soothes out the pain.. Last two days was wonderful but i try not to rely on painkiller now.. But the pain creeping back slowly to me.

I hope i dont suffer any internal injuries cause the doctor refused to send me for scanning. The fact that i can still walk in this ground they thought i was not too bad.. I hope i am not too bad.

I cant slp well, the accident is replaying in my head. They said i should move on and look forward. I did. I went out i dont want to stay home but yet i am still abit paranoid. I am trying.

I am trying really hard to stay alive regardless of what just happened. I do, i swear.

Seriously, drunktard if you want to get wasted, go and waste your own life without jeopardizing others.

Me? Just keep breathing.

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

About 23.

Hello older me day number 5. So 23, not quite i expected to be 10 years ago but pretty much there ya? Twisted, broken, exhausted but still jumping, kicking and breathing.. Steadily and surely.

I've been away for one whole week for a 6days 5nights trip to Bangkok, Thailand. A much needed hiatus after 7 months of living a normal cycle day to day life.

At 23, i had my first trip cross nation, on a plane, with only my friends and spent ruthlessly on everything (travel). My dear friends even celebrated my birthday there, at a restaurant decorated with condoms. Yay...

At 23 i don't really care about the celebration the party or what not. Wait.. I don't really care about it anyway but this year was rather quiet. People got lazy to celebrate when they are 23, i think this just apply to me. ;)

To b continued.