无奈

疯了吗?



还没还没~~ yeah the weather is fucking hot lately. I thought chinese new year is over a decade ago?? HELLO MR.SUN ~~~ don't you need some rest? STOP making me drop dead HOT.


Something strike me (other than the sun issue) . I have friends but somehow i still feel alone here.

I just can't take it anymore. Or should i just accept the fact that we are different . Maybe all these things that i have hope on just not meant to be. I tried to save our memories together , i tried

but all i get is ignorance from you.

I know that sometimes you have to give in and don't expect any good feedback. But i really wanted some to actually feel i needed and wanted by you. Silly.


I give up . =)


too much hurts.

or just all this while i hoping for nothing . i alone, the one that in this story of us that play the role of us.

Bye my ichiban

this sound gay but i really wanted a 麻吉 a partner a 知己 a real tomodachi that will always be there for me no matter what.

My sunflower. Looking bright, lovely and will always shine together for me.

Till i meet my 向日癸. . 我会加油! 改变自己....一定要变的超一级棒!!!! 然后我们再一起shine!

Shine by Uverworld ( i <3>

暗い霧　視界だけはあの重低音流されず
Feel Get 壁の裏
日々探されず流される　
永久にキレず簡単に生きる　それも美学

一律だと感じずに日々牽制無く飛ばし　
きっかけ探し
越える壁をにらむこのスタイル進むべき道ならば

此処にいなくたっていい　
振りかえったっていい
守るべきものを失わないように

※出会いと別れがあるから　
大切に思うことできるのかな
It’s sad to say good-by to you
逢えなくなったとしても忘れないよ※

進化のドライビング　
マイペース
乱れうつ言葉に埋め込んだスピリッツ!
進むべき道選び　スケールはBIG　
等身大で挑戦挑む心!

いつも可能性は無限大　
つかみ取れるかは自分次第
踏み出すことから明日が始まるなら

流れのままに　流れのままに　
その場所を君が望むのならば
迷わないで良い　恐れないで良い　
願ってた描いてた道を

いつまでも瞳閉じたら色あせぬ景色が
これからも君の地図になるだろう　
思いのままに
自分らしく　立ち止まらないで　
きみの道を

after listening to this song.. i feel 爽!

is meaningful to me. will it meant something to you too ? =)



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Decided to REALLY go dtd event at central market. I just want to get away from this house.
HOT OVEN. Shall bring my D40 along,let it breathe some fresh air yup ^^ Hope this event worth the money...if not screw it.




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