/04 SOTD

Oh.
My car's radio is damned.
Listened to my walkman phone (old old mobile) instead, and found an old fav song of mine.



Star Guitar (Remix) by Shinichi Osawa. Cover from Chemical Brothers' track, same name title.

I had good time good memory with this song. Shinichi came to Malaysia once, & i was there with my friend, and we all had a blast, eargasm the whole night.

I like the original version too, and the video is amazing:




A great song choice for a chillax road trip, alone or with friends.

"You should feel what i feel, you should take what i take."

Rambut Berbiru. (Incoming Blue Hair)

Alright.

Hotmail account got blocked cause it got hacked.
Apparently my email has been spamming the rest of the world merciless.
Had bad headache the whole day, and i think nice car hates me.
Maybe is the design of the passenger door..or i don't know but somehow it kept banging back at me. I mean i'm the one who closed the door but it just...or i just hit myself with it.
Fine, i'll be friend with Audi!

A very funny commercial, erm not sure if they allowed to do this:



btw, i like the tagline/caption : "Escape the Confines of Old Luxury"


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i think, no, is i want to learn HTML5, okay i determine to do so!
saw a website built by Html5, and and and i want to create something like that. I mean, maybe i can be good at this... they said Flash will be obsolete soon. Flash, you will be missed!


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Me and my friend starting this thing...but i will talk more about it once we really kick starting this thing.



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yeah, is friday, friday friday..which seat can i seat? ( try search rebecca black on youtube, enjoy)



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Speaking of the title:



My friend's friends' production. Entertaining!
Kepong ftw.

New thing + in my to do list!

Clue:


CHARLOTTE BENSON, shot in LONDON from McQ on Vimeo.



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I want to learn the trick. Hehe.

/03 SOTD

Have You Ever by Brandy.

Good old 90s R&B love song..Can't get this in radio anymore right?
Well, most of the songs nowadays are all about boobs, shake shake, drink up & and i want to ride on you ding dong stick.

Let's reminisce the old pop songs. Which are your favourite 90s love songs?
& Enjoy!

Knot.

"I don't believe in marriage."

Yes i really don't. Some people might say, maybe you haven't reach the age or time to really see the big picture.

Heres the thing, marriage just a title.

"I don't believe in marriage. I believe in a commitment that you make in your heart. There's no paper that will make you stay." Quote from a friend, Sharon.

Marriage, you tie a knot. But i don't want a knot in my life, is like an ending to something good, the last phase, the tie, the knot! Why can't we have someone to be with like a long string, forever with any possibilities and wonders?


Wth i'm talking about, i'm just "16".
Cis.

Mademoiselle.

J'ai été en rouge. Je crois que je suis amoureux. Qui? le soleil. parce qu'il m'a embrassée, doucement et belle. Et je veux manger de la pizza.

& Happy Persian New Year to my one and only iranian friend, Javad! & all the Iranians! Happy Nowruz!

/02 SOTD

Love & Leave by Scattered Trees.
Check out their official video if you like light saber and princess leia. For me, i like the jawas! Aren't they cute?

My my.

Got home today, went in my room and everything felt different:

"Where is the tv set?"
"I took it to my room, you guys aren't using it right?"
"but.....hey why the arrangement of my room like went berserk!"
"You should give away your bean bag, is wasting space."
"but... is my bean bag, i won it."

That was during the evening, and night time:

So i was getting ready going to bed, went to the toilet to brush my teeth and realised my toothbrush went missing.

"Where is my toothbrush?!"
Laughter from my parents room.
"Where is my toothbrush?"
She was like half guilty half pleasure  (cause she was giggling) & whispered to me :" Try search for it in the trashcan!"


& yeah i took her took her toothbrush and brush it with the toilet bowl...










GOTCHA! i'm not that bad.. come on. :)
Dear mom, i love you so much. Be kind to me please?

Friends in Love.

Dear friend,

You deserve the best of the world.
You deserve to be loved.
Never say you are not good enough for her,
cause hell yeah you're fucking amazing.

i'll and always be happy for you, no matter what.

/01 Videos

I love to go cinema and watch movies even though i hardly do that anymore.. hmm why.. anyway back to my point. I hate to rush for movie, i hate to be late because i hate to miss the opening sequence of the movie. Opening title is very crucial and essential for a movie, it set the entire mood and feel of the film.. A good start and a good ending to tide up the whole movie. And it always interesting to look at :)

A Brief History of Title Design from Ian Albinson on Vimeo.

If i miss any of the opening or end sequence in the cinema, my movie is not complete.

& another video about typography. Animated with each different font type start from A-Z. A cute little film by n9ve.

The Alphabet from n9ve on Vimeo.

Quirky and fun, & loving the soundtrack!

Enjoy the videos!

Reset.

Recently, can't help but trying to reconstruct my whole brain. No not cutting open my skull and take out my jelly like brain but to rethink again the question that i've been buried deep deep down to my pelvic, near the ass. Yes you can see how determined i was to avoid this question.

Is not a question about saving the last drop of petroleum or tracking the location of the lost world - Atlantis, is a bit typical, or let me rephrase, is definitely a cliche question.

Kinda tired from distracting mind waves, will update tomorrow to reveal the question. Prepare yourself for the question of the century since big foot decided to say hi to the camera.

"Hi, kthxbai"

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Hello again, after 3 days. I suck at keeping promises, that is why i never promise the question will be up 3 days ago. The question, kinda silly thou. Can i just shove this question back up to my guts?

Btw, i'm resetting my priorities & perception. Is not always about me me me anymore. I want the people around me to be happy, especially my family & friends.

Me, learn as much as i can.
What can i do to leave a trance in our ephemeral existence...or just drift away with the time.

I decided to do SONG OF THE DAY, music that are inspiring for the moment (for me) which give you a feeling which is transitory but it is eternal. Start from today my SOTD:



Look At Me - John Lennon (Legendary iconic musician) from his acoustic album. Gotta thanks Wes for this, only get to know this song from The Royal Tenenbaums' soundtrack. Great movie, great soundtrack, great music.

Enjoy.

I can't do a shit.

Your silence kills us all.

How would we help 

if the truth remained unspoken?

Is not the first, and you promised to be your last.

Your friend rang and told us the bad news,

faith, hope & trust were being tested.

You should be the one at the other end,

how would we know if is remain in the dark?

You are part of us, but aren't we?

"Stop using my sympathy" she said, with teary eyes.

The struggle she held, the burden she holds, one word: tremendous.

To leave you alone or to embrace your mistakes once again..could she bare to be cruel? 

I don't think so. 

if money can take care everything she wouldn't shed those tears.

& it kills me to see them like this.

I hope i can resolve this problem, stupid problem. Stupid.

but 

i 

can't. 

Go Japan!

Water, Ground, Fire won't take you down! Go go go Japan!


Every disastrous news i heard, read or see kills me, so hard to bare, it must be 10 million times more hard for Japanese that are experiencing these. Don't give up! Fight on!

“One of the worst earthquakes in recorded history has hit the world’s most well-prepared, well-trained nations.  The strength of its government and its people are put to the test.  While there have been casualties, in no other country could the government and the people have worked together in such an accurate and coordinated way in the face of such tragedy.  The Japanese people have shown their cultural ability to remain calm in the face of adversity.” (BBC news)

Japan, please be fine.

Can't believe what i saw on news.
8.9 Earthquake, 10m high Tsunami, Fire (nuclear plant leak)..
It was a devastating news, the worst news for Japan in 140 years.

Let's all pray and hope everyone in Japan will be alright.

No news is good news.


Mother Earth is in rage.

choo, choo.

I hate facebook.


Currently dope on Darjeeling Limited's Soundtracks, really really good. India is such an unique country (said aizyl), couldn't agree more!

Band Berangan. (Band Wannabe)

Saturday night, jamming with KJ & Aizyl at Subang.

We played three songs, Gold Lion by Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Here Comes Your Man by Pixies and Chatetan Konkerit (Biarkan) by Akta Angkasa.

Well tonight supposed to be 5 people, but our friends were busy with their work :( so they can't make it and we changed our song list like, this evening? few hours before the session, so no time for practice. I thought we all not gonna even play any song that would sound like a song should be, but we did not bad! :)  I played bass for two songs, is like having an express bass lesson! Yea my first time with bass so just basic and i love it. Khairul played the guitar and drum, same goes to Aizyl.

The only video i recorded was when we were playing cover of Akta Angkasa song. (Akta Angkasa? Who are they? A really good music band from Malaysia! Check them out. ) Love this song for a reason, enjoy:




Music start at 2:54.

Abang Studio:"tadi ada lagu tu, cam dengar je..."
Khairul:"oh izit Akta Angkasa, local band"
Abang Studio:" yeaa confirm local"

me & aizyl: " ha ha ha, damn he can hear us."

Sometimes you just bump into words, and it makes you feel like shit. (my longest title everr)

Even if you are breathing, doesn't mean you are alive.
Shit, you are so fucking right.
A living empty shell, carcass of the damed.

The question is not, how to stay alive but be alive.


Tell me how to feel alive.
What makes you alive?
I'll only let you kill me once.


Sometimes i should have just be myself and keep quiet. 
Starting to get annoyed by myself. Why are you so dead?

"Oh, somewhere deep inside of these bones, an emptiness begun to grow" Jack Skellington

Seriously, i'm such an imbecile. I would love to kick myself in the ass. (random generated thoughts)


Hey ! Peep through the hole:

See what you want to see. 

My current wallpaper.

photo from www & edited