Lost soul.

What if everything is just my illusion, delusion.

What if is not true.

Stop doubting. Make it work! MAKE IT WORK!!!!

Re-discovered.

Hola.

I think i should think less and do more when i am young. And think more and do less when i gets older. ( Inspire by here)

Just do your FYP! Stop thinking now.....think of the implementation part how are you gonna amaze your audience? How to tell a story by rediscover little pieces of other's footprint in the internet?

how how how.

Maybe i should

I cant sleep at night here. I tried but i guess i was thinking too much, so i picked up a book from my sister room and read one page randomly. An article caught my eyes, something that i tried to be for the past few years.

Anyway is a book by Chester Field but the title i not sure what its call in English since is in chinese(translated).

Don't be stingy with your own empathetic towards others.

Embrace them, be thankful to them.

When people ask you " How are you?" When you answer " I had a bad day or my days suck!" These will only influence others with your negative energy, instead when people ask you "How are you?" You should answer " GREAT!"

okay..i am officially insane and unconscious because of exam and unable to sleep = =

Nerrrvoouuss

Damn.

I am nervous about my driving test tml.

I don't want to retake.

Be steady MAD!

Wondering!

I am listening to Spirited Away Soundtrack now ( only 3 tracks, my favourite are Procession of the Gods and Day of the River) I think the tracks are amazing, even the movie is stunning, visually and the storyline settings. I love it! All these mythical creatures and world just blown my mind away and into this fantasy world. The scene where after the pouring rain, the whole rail track got flood by water and form an ocean between lands. My fucking god, i can hold my breathe there. Is just so amazing :)

I wan the full soundtrack!! Who got?

Dear Hayao Miyazaki,

Can you make a game like that for me to experience the world? I think it would be amazing to explore every corner of the game by you! The little surprise, nostalgia feelings.....but out of this world!

Wouldn't it be niiiceee??? In ps3? with picturesque sceneries ( with the help of ps3 graphic's) OMG thinking of it make me hyperactive!!!! HUNT RPG GAMES NOW!

Or IF i can, i will find a team and develop a game similar to that :) not just fighting monster....something more than that! Wait for it!

Happy Graduation, dear aunt!

All the best in your future aunt!

GO GO GO!

More photos in faceboook album! ( my aunty do not allow me to post her photo that makes her face looks fat :) )

Gulp.

Suddenly last night, i had this weird feeling that i considered as revelation or my much horror, realisation about the fact that i am screwed.

It hits me! That this short semester ( 8 weeks ) i am quite "full of myself" which means here stucked with all bunch of things. My final year project, my SRI (thesis), badminton (holyshit the fitness test!), google student collaboration, car driving (this friday is the day man), friend's website and my body health issues.

Buckle up lads, time to go for a rollercoster ride! (lamest line for now) but wait! all heroes have to go through some hell like torment or temptation before they reach their salvation rite? Well my my, i hooked up with my phat little psp again :D Good! It's been awhile and i hardly recognize my poor psp, so much changes and so many new games coming out! Gonna try Little Big Planet and Disgaea 2. Waiting for my old fren to teach me how to "ahem" it. The sad part is i unable to track down Final Fantasy 9 disc4 for my psp! Sigh.

Ahh~ the old days

(image via here)

"Every me and every you, cause there nothing else to do." Singing along to this song Everymeeveryyou by placebo! A great song dont you think and suit the great movie! but the sequels of the movie sux big time.

I am so hungryyyyyy, i ate high fibre cookies and an apple for the whole day. I feel nothing. Me want more. Okay shall end this post now, i just hope everything goes my way even if is stranded away from the road sometimes but please do come back to my way.

Yesh praying to myself. You can go pray for your own god, imma let you finish but britney spears have the best come back ever! Ever! (suddenly just pop out)

Kick some asses!

Pssst: I cant even recall the feel of being in cinema anymore. Sigh but i get to watch few movies in my own house. Movie rent from my provider Charuk :D

Get well soon.

When you thought everything is going to be alright, then out of the blue you are not again.

Is suck big time.

PLSSSSS GET WELL SOON, pretty soon kay? Be strong for me.

Yes msg to my body. I can cause i can.

p.s I am out of apple, i think apple helps but i out of apples.

Ahh the time

I got addicted to video recording and editing ;) arhhh~ i still love film! Well my initial plan was to go in Film & Animation course anyway but Digital Media Art is amazing too :) Technology fascinates me.

I recorded with my hp~ ( no dvcam) of the making of Chocolate Moose by me and sis but i was just playing around. Compiled the video and discovered i dont have any good footages of the final product, chocolate moose. Well, to compensate that, i edit the video with woohoooo effect.

Wonder what is woohoo effect? Try to be happy and shout:" Woohoo~" or listen to I am the Walrus by the Beatles. Okay i just trying to be colorfulish.

And damn the facebook for not allowing me to post this video! So i shall share it here :O

& disclaimer : the audio of the video is by Happy Up Here - Royksopp. I do not own the music. Just using it for personal purpose cause i think the song goes well with the feel of the video.

Red alert. FML for now

I just wish it will goes away now. I shall pray and hope for the best.

More concern with my own health now :(

I just wanna be healthy and do what i like to do.

Appreciate yourself!

* Yes something wrong with my body but gonna be okay! Positive!

& i wanna go to bora bora!! :(

Mission

in my mission to shit.

I tried yogurt, yogurt drinks, tuna, veggie. Nothing works.

but the best solution is Nescafe Coffee. Immediately made me shiate!

* busy with my FYP blog for these 2 weeks. Oh well.

Wrong pick.

3pm, went to my aunty's convocation at Unisel,Kuala Selangor. I was the cameraman, as usual cause i got the dslr. Ha! After that went to makan at a i-heard-is-quite-famous beggar chicken restaurant at Ijok. After that uncle treated us for a karaoke session with all the relatives.

Reached home around 2am plus and about to get ready to sleep. Suddenly, sister went to cook macaroni & cheese. Is okay at first but she let me tried some of it. Thats the part where everything went wrong. My stomach started to get more hungry and hungry. No choice had to eat something. Picked 2 chocolate bars. One taste like shit another one contains caffeine. Took another one with the caffeine to wash away the awful taste of another chocolate( the filling taste like medicine).

So i ate two coffee like chocolate.

Eyes wide awake.

Fuck.

* Driving lesson at 11am later! NOOOO