lil life.

Guess whats that? I am not so sure either. Just now while i sweeping my living room, ( ya i sweep) i saw these 2 white round things beside the altar. First i thought was some spongy white thing but actually not! IT IS EGGS! 

I asked my cousin HaoYi aka Xavier what were those tiny eggs? He answered me back :" Er maybe those are Guan Ying's Egg ( 观音蛋 aka 观音诞 ) = = "

ahem. definitely not! Dad said those were lizard eggs! haha Thn i told my dad to give some casing to keep them coz i planed to give this lil surprise to YingYing! WAHAHAAAAAAAAAAA. 

Since i can't kill it. I dont bare to kill it eventhough i hate lizard but those are lil lives. So after the rain i shall put it outside on some soil or grass. 

See, i am a good person. XD

but why good person always get diarrhea? i've been on and off in toilet for 3 days. GOOD PERSON DIE YOUNG?? i shall be evil. take over the world with my insufficient power~ rawr

Silent Jealousy

Is 9am and i am still awake. 

Can't sleep. Is this the side effect of last-min-rush-no-slp-days? I think so. Well i was reading comic since 3am till now. 6 hours plus of staring at the pc, waiting the comic to be load. The comic is about medical, doctor, hospital, scandal and etc. Is more intense compare to Grey's Anatomy and ya okay i think i need therapy.  = =

Babi! I am suppose to be sleeping on my bed now like a pig. YA a pig. Instead i transforming into a otaku! well is not that bad. At least i learn some new medical terms.... as if i gonna use it in the future. I MIGHT!

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The point of this post is the feeling i having now.

Silent Jealousy. 

Jealousy, a feeling that so strong that make my chest fill with acid. 

Penetrate every single layers and form a hole. 

A hole that can never be seal.

A hole that can only be satisfy by the taste of the red ruby,

the source of all this. 

My silent jealousy.

I don't. feel threaten. I just feel uncomfortable, how can people deserve that more than me? Am i not good for it? 

Where is my dignity?

I hate this silent jealousy.

 

REC | QUARANTINE

Good news everyone! One of my fav horror/thriller movie coming out in cinema! The bad news is the movie is in english version (remake). 

Hollywood decided to reshoot the movie again with better quality? Why they love to remake other's country horror movie? etc juon...dark water... shattered and more. Are they out of original idea in making a horror film?  Hope they don't screw up this movie - REC (original spanish ver).

They renamed the movie to QUARANTINE (In Theaters October 10th) . By the look from the trailer. . . . hmmmmmmmmm.

Here are the trailers of REC and QUARANTINE:

REC

QUARANTINE

Go bring ur galfren along to watch this movie. 

Trust me ,is fun. espeacially the ending part. XD spoiler

Hyper.

oH yea i got one nice thing to share with the world! social work haha okei i admit i think is hassle to do social work. For my moral project (group work) i got no choice but to do it. yea i am a bad person but i dont have good qualities to start with anywy. 

The point is after this social work, i do feel abit weird. Weird as in good weird feelings. Somehow is very inspiring, touching and worth it. I have no regret doing this :

The orphanage house that we choosed :

Shelter for the children.

Went there  at around 2pm but found out the kids only be around when 3pm. So we waste no time and go makan. haha Since the place is in cheras which we all not very familiar with, we had to use our super sniffing power to snif out foods. And we found bak kut teh! wahahaaa.

Back to the house at 3pm and i was positioned to do some cleaning work in the kitchen area. After 1 hr of chores , time to face the KIDS! my worst nightmare man. grr. Lucky my groupmates Eunice, Jian Wei, Khai Ming and Myra can mixed well with them.  Me and Yvonne just Ha Ha Ha.

Organising some game for them but failed.

Dealing with kids is hard for me. - - scary.

Mischievous lil kiddo. Even got time 

to post.

"Kao Meng aaaaahh!"

After 2 and a half hours, we did our best to do what we can for them. Eventhough the kids were super hyper and naughty but hey thats what all kids were. ( i am a good kid by the way) FMI many funny incidents happened haha. Kids are very entertaning sometime. ONLY SOMETIME.

& i found out that beside the naughty and funny part, i can still sensed the feeling of loneliness in their eyes.  I really hope they do good in their future and have a happy life cause deep down i know they all are very lovely ( keep convincing myself that all kids in the world are all so lovely)

Group photo with the kids!

is indeed a very nice experience for me. After the visit, i kinda miss the kids...well some of them. MUST BE GOOD!  

cute.

More info abt the shelter SunBeams Home .

Check out the website ya!

Bless all of them! ^^ Have my feeling for kids change? I shall keep the answer to myself. keke

Front Line

All finals submissions are down! I am a free man now. 

BUT

i screwed my major's final assignmnet. After finished my last presentation i feel nothing or anything i just felt tired. HaHa. Good news is i can stop whining about assignments for a period of time. Good for me. 

Guess i just fall out from the line. Pray all of the DMians (demons?) get to the next stage! see ya all in 2nd sem. 

Idk how to upload my DM final assign ( nothing bomba anyway) coz of the video linking thingy so ..

Last but not least, here is my visual programming group assign. bug co-op with cheese:

II ousem by ~madmazelle on deviantART

Is a gay game, haha !

byebye assign~ say aloha to holidays!! oh wait shit i still got final exam. buki.