Happy Halloween.

Unleash the zombie! Just me and my brain juice. Yum.

Be careful.

Becareful what you wish for cause it might just bite you back in the arse.

I asked for mad, and yes i turned mad. 

I had a meltdown at the office last Friday and it was definitely not a good feeling at all. I've never ever show this side of me in public. Definitely felt really vulnerable and down right humiliating, for me.

Am i holding too much inside or i'm just being weak... can i blame the PMS? 

I think i have to learn to respect my own body and pray my body won't do this shitty thing to me again.

"You couldn't climb and you were too brave to sink."

A short hiatus is coming soon, really soon. I'm not sure if my holiday mood is on. A lot of things happened lately and i can't do anything to stop any of those from invading deeper. 

Be strong, just be strong. Everything will be back to normal.

I need to be mad.

I want to be mad, i volunteer to be mad... make me a mad man!
Madly insane, madly passionate, madly in love, madly inspire.

Mad enough to think that i could save the world, mad enough to go against the waves, mad enough to be me.


So, make me a mad man. We all need to be mad in this mad mad world.

What an ass.

Sometimes i not sure if the universe can hear me or not... but i am pretty sure he/she hear me alright.
Whenever i said i want to do something, misfortune/unforeseen circumstances will fall and ruin my desires. What a coincidence...everytime!

YES. I am frustrated cause i can never seem to make my movie days happen but i shall not be defeated. Bring it on... Mr. Universe.

By the way my movies line up for the month:

1/ The Shawshank Redemption
2/ One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
3/ The Elephant Man
4/ City of God

When can i lay my eyes on these films?


Life is an ass sometimes but a nice, bumpy, succulent ass.. but as for people, certain people:

Ohh, what an ass.
What a pain in the ass.
Watching you stroke the golden blonde,
scratching the valley between your toes.
You think you have it all and know it well,
but can you see your ass as clear from my sights?


Ohh, what an ass.
What a pain in the ass.

The Trail.

when is the last time you look up to the sky?