Happy Halloween.

Unleash the zombie! Just me and my brain juice. Yum.

Be careful.

Becareful what you wish for cause it might just bite you back in the arse.

I asked for mad, and yes i turned mad. 

I had a meltdown at the office last Friday and it was definitely not a good feeling at all. I've never ever show this side of me in public. Definitely felt really vulnerable and down right humiliating, for me.

Am i holding too much inside or i'm just being weak... can i blame the PMS? 

I think i have to learn to respect my own body and pray my body won't do this shitty thing to me again.

"You couldn't climb and you were too brave to sink."

A short hiatus is coming soon, really soon. I'm not sure if my holiday mood is on. A lot of things happened lately and i can't do anything to stop any of those from invading deeper. 

Be strong, just be strong. Everything will be back to normal.

I need to be mad.

I want to be mad, i volunteer to be mad... make me a mad man!
Madly insane, madly passionate, madly in love, madly inspire.

Mad enough to think that i could save the world, mad enough to go against the waves, mad enough to be me.


So, make me a mad man. We all need to be mad in this mad mad world.

What an ass.

Sometimes i not sure if the universe can hear me or not... but i am pretty sure he/she hear me alright.
Whenever i said i want to do something, misfortune/unforeseen circumstances will fall and ruin my desires. What a coincidence...everytime!

YES. I am frustrated cause i can never seem to make my movie days happen but i shall not be defeated. Bring it on... Mr. Universe.

By the way my movies line up for the month:

1/ The Shawshank Redemption
2/ One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
3/ The Elephant Man
4/ City of God

When can i lay my eyes on these films?


Life is an ass sometimes but a nice, bumpy, succulent ass.. but as for people, certain people:

Ohh, what an ass.
What a pain in the ass.
Watching you stroke the golden blonde,
scratching the valley between your toes.
You think you have it all and know it well,
but can you see your ass as clear from my sights?


Ohh, what an ass.
What a pain in the ass.

The Trail.

when is the last time you look up to the sky?

Beautiful night.

The moon is so divine tonight. I am so reluctant to sleep right now, dont want this beautiful night to end...

A melancholic dream.

Peace of Mind.

How i miss One Piece manga!! Love the story and the values that One Piece resonate to me but the fighting part is really messy and confusing @@ so many different individuals with awesome super power. The author is really good that he can think of all the wicked and amazing new ideas for different places and characters! My mind is exploding!

The best manga for the century.

Random: Had a sushi break at work someday ago.

A good kick to end the day.

Recipe - Bacon wrapped Pork Something.

Last Sunday, i've decided to cook something to lighten up the gloominess of Sunday & feed my stomach. 

After inspecting the fridge for ingredients, this was what i can came out with -Bacon wrapped Pork Something. Part of the recipes i've found it online. Thank god for internet and the rest just add in your own imagination:

The base sauce, something sweet to glaze on the pork.

Mix in generous amount of honey, a touch of apple cider, one tsp of mustard,
one onions, rosemary, one clove of garlic, two tsp sugar and one tsp salt.

Season the pork with Salt and Pepper and i add in 

paprika to spice up the meat.

Wrap the meat with bacon and secure it with a toothpick.

Add olive oil and butter at a pan and pan fry both side.

Around 10mins each side.

Then put in your meat in a foil and glaze all your meat with the 

earlier honey mix, just pour all in :D

Bake your meat at 350 degree for around 15-20min.

Voila, meat with cameralized honey mix glaze.

The sweetness of the sauce collide with the salty savoury taste of bacon and the meat.

Heavenly!

Note: The pork meat i should use something less fatty and tender or tenderloin. Well thats all i can get from the fridge at that moment. Delicious anyway :D

A very comfortable pose.

I saw this image (extract from part of the Spiderman's comic) and how the people posting up their own rendition of the pose. It cracked me out so much. :D

So, i thought i must do this too (of course i dragged my sis and cousin along):

Note: I almost 'ao chai' (fall flat) while doing this pose.

#01 VOTD.

Scintillation by Xavier Chassaing.

SCINTILLATION from Xavier Chassaing on Vimeo.

A very intriguing film i must say...All the colors and splashes of lights, emitting out from different objects. Something different from most of the projection mapping videos i had seen.

Bravo.

Just that moment.

I'm always fascinated by movies/pictures, film. When i discovered that, movies were created with million of moving frames/still frames, i fell in love with every single frames of it.

The idea of movie is to capture the moment that could have a significant impact in the 'life' of the movie/story. Be it tiny thing like taking out the trash or having some intimate time. Imagine daily things that we went through in real life, it might not seem much but in movie, the director able to capture and preserve or select the ideal scenes and make it seems like it is the moment. I'm not sure if i really understand this but somehow i think i know. Every scenes in the movie is the moment that we all been through or hoping to encounter in real life. (note: not apply to zombie, apocalypse, thriller, horror related movies)

Ahh, i miss watching films.


Freezing the moment: